The only thing that made me nervous was the fact that the feel of the fabric was quite erotic to me also. Like I was invincible and could do anything. This was no problem with me, since I loved the stretchy spandex singlets. He said the shorts and t-shirts got in the way and provided too much distraction, and if we practiced in singlets, we would be better prepared for real matches. But our coach in college said we needed to practice hard and practice like all our matches counted. In high school we always practiced in shorts and t-shirts and saved the singlets for real matches. Our coach was very strict and always wanted us to practice in a lycra singlet. Coach said it was fine and so we went off together to practice. Since wrestling practice started before swimming practice, John asked one day if he could come with me to maybe work out with the team. As the semester went on, I found this to be true. Although he acted straight, I wondered often if he might have feelings for other guys too.
Just imagining him in his Speedos was enough to get me hard. He was 6ft tall, dirty blonde hair, and a smooth body with awesome, defined abs. He was a star swimmer at his high school. My roommate the first year of college, John, was another freshman. I told everyone it was to focus on my wrestling and to ensure a scholarship, but in realty I just did not enjoy being with women anymore. During my senior year, I decided to stop dating women. The thought of their tight, lycra-encased bodies provided me with enough stimulation to get me through sex with a woman. Often times when I was having sex with my girlfriend, I thought of some of the guys I had wrestled. I dated plenty of women, but over time, I had more and more trouble keeping interested in them. At first I was afraid the other athletes might be a distraction, but I really enjoyed the masculinity and the camaraderie of all the other guys. I lived in a dormitory which was exclusively male athletes. I was nervous about moving 3 hours away from home, but soon found out I loved the freedom. When I graduated I got a scholarship to the biggest state college. I began wrestling at age 12, and continued wrestling all through high school.